wishful thinking

I wish you knew how I felt. I wish you could understand or even grasp what I'm going through right now. I wish you knew that sometimes I feel

worthless,

ugly,

tormented,

& unappreciated

I wish you could understand, but instead, there you are, standing in the dark with no clue as to what I feel. There you are, doing nothing except losing sleep over something that you wait for me to tell you. You can't read minds, but I believe that if you truly loved me, you'd sense why I am this way. Instead, I'm here feeling pain that wasn't inflicted by you. I wish you knew... I wish you'd realize my worth before I'm gone.