Attention, please?

It's pretty pathetic. I feel invisible sometimes. I try not to be an attention whore, but a girl can't help but wonder whether or not she's eye-catching material. For example, my sisters are the most prettiest girls I know; they seem eye-catching to every guy they've met. The guys are pretty cute too. Then, you get to me. womp. womp. I try my best not to judge people when it comes to superficial matters, but I seem to attract awkward, geek-esque guys. Is it because I seem like an approachable and easy target? I can't help but think if it's because I'm reasonable. I'm the girl they settle for because it's "what they can get." I'm still convinced that I look like an Ewok. How exactly do I set myself apart from the rest? I actually like to keep people wondering about who the real me is; things are more interesting that way. I guess I should be happy that I don't exactly have the most formspring questions (it's "highschool" anyway), and I should be happy that my blogs are subtly advertised with an appeal to those who matter.

Sorry about the rant. It's all hitting me quite fast and quite hard.