Allergic

I'm allergic to all the couples I've been seeing lately. The weather's beautiful, but the weather doesn't stop me from feeling bitter about love whenever I see lovers walking around sharing the day with each other. It breaks me every. single. time.

I guess I'll always be second best to him. To think, I was stupid enough to be fine with that.

Moonlit Transformation

My days are great when I'm in school and getting things done. It's the lonely nights in my room that just sort of kill me.

Anyway...

Today was a good day. I switched my major, and I enjoyed the beautiful weather. I'm seeing brighter days.

Dear "Ex-Boyfriend,"

You don't understand what I'm going through nor have you really put effort into finding out what's going on with me. It's hard to believe, but I guess you're the only one who can change that. It's okay though--I'll be okay alone. I can see you're perfectly fine anyway. I wouldn't want to ruin that.

Fuck you--you never read this blog anyway.